Desire 15 long update ;)

shah 123 and digna dhimmer, sorry girls for taking so much time to update, but here a long one, hope you will like

Desire 15

"I never Knew what  I wanted until I looked into your eyes"

There is kind of desire which transform your life upside down, take your breath away, make you so impendent to that person…

Such emotion which dominate you fully and you can’t resist…

Time would never count, others don’t even make difference for you, the object of your desire will take your all your attention, your sanity…

You’re nothing…you’re nothing without that object of desire…the person who would gain you,  own you, soul and mind

Arnav admired a sleeping khushi…

She has quickly dozed off, after a so hard and long day…

He admired her body which is not really covered by the sheet or any cloth

His eyes could see every parcel he has violently kissed and possessively loved…the marks of his teeth everywhere

The back of his hand caresses now her soft tummy and then all over her smooth legs

He felt so weak before such a perfect beauty…and sorry because he made this perfect milky baby skin turn to red at some place but he likes it…he just adores the fact he’s marking her…as His

Desire consumed him, in the past, because he wanted to possess her, to have her, to physically control her but now…now that he has her, that he has it all from her…it wasn’t enough!

He wants her for good!

He wants everything

Not only this body

Not only this beauty

Not only her under him in just a bed

But he wants her…HER!

Khushi Gupta

The thought of the marriage wasn’t that seductive, until he discovered how this solution would give her to him…legally, finally, totally!

He wasn’t ready to accept her denial for his ask…

He just shuts her up and commanded her to sleep after their session and their conversation

Now, he regretted it, he wants to wake her up to listen to her approval on their marriage

He couldn’t understand why she said no to him

He can’t understand khushi’s point of view

Khushi considering his demand as a game, she thought that he’s playing with her and her emotions

He understands this

He, himself is not understanding what stands behind his quick decision

But this marriage seems to be urgent for him, somehow

Simply, because…yeah, he couldn’t accept the idea of another woman being his wife or another man taking khushi off him because he would be her husband in place him, that’s hell impossible to happen!!!

Only this thought was enough to make him insane and he knew how much his nani is not stopping arranging those stuffs to him, Anjeli but also for khushi…

Two days ago he discovered a conversation of Nani with some priest…

She’s really thinking seriously about his marriage but always she’s thinking about a good arranged marriages, finding two grooms: one for khushi one for Anjeli

But he would probably kill the man who will think…just think to have her or even to touch one inch of her

What’s happening to you, Arnav Singh Raizada?

He scolded himself

This extreme desire and possession frightened him, also…

It’s insane!

Just insane…

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It was late in the morning when khushi opens her eyes

First thing to notice is that Arnav wasn’t next her in bed…

She rubbed her eyes to see clear in the room

And felt something heavy on her finger…

She took a quick look at it when she discovered something is shining around it…around her ring finger to be clear, there is a really big diamond…it shined like never…

Her heart skipped a beat…

It was officially the very beautiful engagement ring she ever saw and it was around her finger!

This man!

This man!

What should she do with him??

She gets of the bed to discover she’s wearing nothing but the sheet around her, she immediately went to search him

He was on the living room

Working hard on his laptop

The Bluetooth phone was on  his ear

He was talking with some customer or something

When she appeared, he looks up at her and his eyes scanned her from head to bottom

She’s angry

He’s waiting for this reaction

They didn’t decided anything together but still he chooses the ring at night, sent the picture of it to his men and just this morning he received it and puts it right on her finger

She comes so fast and she closed his laptop by one gesture

-what’s this?

She said showing him the ring still on her finger

He thought she will throw it on his face

Yes, she’s just trying to get it off but couldn’t…

It’s little smaller than her finger size…he did that on propose

 it’s good, She will never be able to take it off without his help!

Hmmm

He comes closer and stopped her hysteric behavior to try and  get his ring off

-khushi! Don’t remove it! I want you to think while it’s on your finger!

-what does this ring mean?

She asked looking right at his eyes…those dark which are devouring her, she never felt that desired before, that protected as much as in danger in his presence

-it means that we are engaged

-but we are not! I just refused

-you asked for time to think!

She looked at him with wide eyes

-no! I didn’t ask for anything!...I…

He puts his hand on her mouth to shut her up

-not now! We will have to talk later, you seem so hungry!

She nodded negatively

-but you don’t eat anything, I refuse to talk while you’re starving

She starts talking while his hand on her mouth, he smiled his irresistible smile and takes off his hand

-please don’t change the topic

-I made pancakes!

-Arnav! It’s serious!

-I want you to eat first, we will talk after!

-I don’t want to eat!

-khushi! I made those pancakes for you!

He was serious

She, silently, obeyed, not because he was serious asking her this but only because she’s really hungry

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After the breakfast, khushi chooses to have a warm long bath as Arnav wasn’t ready to talk, he’s working and refused to drop her back to her apartment

In the warm bath, she starts relaxing

Closing her eyes…she imagined herself as

Mrs Raizada

How to feel when you have a man like Arnav singh raizada as a husband?

She should learn just how to obey because this man will only be able to command!

You eat! You sleep! You marry me! You wear this engagement ring!!

Really?!

She starts laughing…her life is turning to be so funny since the day she followed this man!

Even her body is marked by him and everything in her is reminding her him, his kisses, his hold, his hugs, his slaps…

Ouyyy…

It’s really paining till now…he slapped her bottom mercilessly…monster! And still, he wanted to marry her! What a pervert!

She couldn’t understand ASR’s mind…she knew he wants her body, he makes her understand that he wants only that, from their first night together but when he…asked her to marry him, that was totally strange! No! it was weird!

She can’t be his wife, for numerous reasons, the first is that he doesn’t love her, second, because she can’t even understand what she feels towards him, third, because she was just a simple girl and he’s ASR, the great ASR, he’s rich and successful, she’s nothing but a simple employee who has nothing but her honor, self esteem and purity that she lost already in between his arms

He left her with no other choice than…

To escape…run away from here with all her force and never come back!

She rubbed her finger with the fuming soap in the tub and she could easily take off the engagement ring, right now…but she heard the door got opened

-you’re here…I was looking for you!

The great Arnav singh Raizada wearing nothing but his trousers is the synonym of the word “sexy”…plus, he’s so confident that it could turn to arrogance….

-please go out! I’m just taking a bath

She said trying to keep herself under the soap bubbles

But like he wasn’t hearing anything, he comes further, he takes off the only trousers he was wearing and get on the tub…

She gets up, she wants to leave the tub but it’s only making the situation more sensual

He could have a clear sight of her naked wet body, so, she sits down again

-Arnav! Stop!

She was red as a tomato but not only her cheeks from shyness but also her thighs and bottom and wrists from the previous night and he has to be sorry for that, he concluded

-I’m sorry!

He said with a husky voice, pulling her to him…closer enough to that he could feel her legs coming around his waist…he placed her like that on him…

Feeling her soft thighs on top of his toned ones…in the tight tub, he’s satisfied about this position

They could hear the water drops falling from tub…his body was enough heavy to make the water flowing from each side

Khushi looked amazed before his powerful body and his hands holding her waist

-sorry for what?...I can’t even count your mistakes!

He arched his eyebrow

-so, I made so many mistakes?

-every word you say and everything you do are hurting me!

His amused tone disappeared, he looked at her hazel eyes, trying to understand what she just said

-what?

He asked firmly…his hands left her waist, he runs his hand throw his hair nervously

-you think I’m just a doll in between your hands and this thought really hurt me, Arnav

She added looking straight at his eyes…so angry that the fire she saw in them make her partially regret what she said

-I never considered you as my toy, khushi…in bed, it would be different, I want you to be mine, fully

-not only in bed, you want me to be yours always

She showed him the ring

-is there anything wrong in it, if I want you to be mine?

-it will not be wrong if I accept this, but I can’t accept to be your doll

-correction; I asked you to be my wife

-to control me the way you want!

-yes!

He said coming so close, he wanted to kiss her, she turned her face

But if he wasn’t able to kiss her mouth, he bitted on her cheek

She looked at him angrily

-what are you doing?

-punishing you, showing you the real meaning to get hurt! I never wanted to hurt you

-but you did

-enough! Stop your nonsense right now! Your eyes are revealing you to me, you can’t deny something you’re feeling deep inside your soul

-my…my eyes…what they are revealing?

She asked looking at him

-everything khushi…everything

He said with a merely softer voice

He was angry but when she asked that question innocently, he gives up on his anger and leaned to kiss her cleavage

-no, Arnav…no…

She said cupping his face and making him look up at her

-tell me why should I marry you?

She asked him

-I don’t have to tell you, you have to find out by yourself

She smiled finally….he said it in a way that she couldn’t resist but to smile, this way means something…

So, she has to find by herself…

-look at me!

He ordered

Their eyes locked

-I want to make love to you…may I?

Khushi’s heart stopped beating

-Arnav Singh Raizada doesn’t make love, he…he only fu**s

She mumbled out of breath