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Desire 15
"I never Knew what I wanted until I looked into your eyes"
There is
kind of desire which transform your life upside down, take your breath away,
make you so impendent to that person…
Such emotion
which dominate you fully and you can’t resist…
Time would
never count, others don’t even make difference for you, the object of your
desire will take your all your attention, your sanity…
You’re
nothing…you’re nothing without that object of desire…the person who would gain
you, own you, soul and mind
Arnav
admired a sleeping khushi…
She has
quickly dozed off, after a so hard and long day…
He admired
her body which is not really covered by the sheet or any cloth
His eyes
could see every parcel he has violently kissed and possessively loved…the marks
of his teeth everywhere
The back of
his hand caresses now her soft tummy and then all over her smooth legs
He felt so
weak before such a perfect beauty…and sorry because he made this perfect milky
baby skin turn to red at some place but he likes it…he just adores the fact he’s
marking her…as His
Desire
consumed him, in the past, because he wanted to possess her, to have her, to
physically control her but now…now that he has her, that he has it all from
her…it wasn’t enough!
He wants
her for good!
He wants
everything
Not only
this body
Not only
this beauty
Not only
her under him in just a bed
But he
wants her…HER!
Khushi
Gupta
The thought
of the marriage wasn’t that seductive, until he discovered how this solution
would give her to him…legally, finally, totally!
He wasn’t
ready to accept her denial for his ask…
He just
shuts her up and commanded her to sleep after their session and their
conversation
Now, he
regretted it, he wants to wake her up to listen to her approval on their
marriage
He couldn’t
understand why she said no to him
He can’t
understand khushi’s point of view
Khushi
considering his demand as a game, she thought that he’s playing with her and
her emotions
He
understands this
He, himself
is not understanding what stands behind his quick decision
But this
marriage seems to be urgent for him, somehow
Simply,
because…yeah, he couldn’t accept the idea of another woman being his wife or
another man taking khushi off him because he would be her husband in place him,
that’s hell impossible to happen!!!
Only this
thought was enough to make him insane and he knew how much his nani is not
stopping arranging those stuffs to him, Anjeli but also for khushi…
Two days
ago he discovered a conversation of Nani with some priest…
She’s
really thinking seriously about his marriage but always she’s thinking about a
good arranged marriages, finding two grooms: one for khushi one for Anjeli
But he
would probably kill the man who will think…just think to have her or even to
touch one inch of her
What’s
happening to you, Arnav Singh Raizada?
He scolded
himself
This
extreme desire and possession frightened him, also…
It’s
insane!
Just
insane…
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It was late
in the morning when khushi opens her eyes
First thing
to notice is that Arnav wasn’t next her in bed…
She rubbed
her eyes to see clear in the room
And felt
something heavy on her finger…
She took a
quick look at it when she discovered something is shining around it…around her
ring finger to be clear, there is a really big diamond…it shined like never…
Her heart
skipped a beat…
It was
officially the very beautiful engagement ring she ever saw and it was around
her finger!
This man!
This man!
What should
she do with him??
She gets of
the bed to discover she’s wearing nothing but the sheet around her, she
immediately went to search him
He was on
the living room
Working
hard on his laptop
The
Bluetooth phone was on his ear
He was
talking with some customer or something
When she
appeared, he looks up at her and his eyes scanned her from head to bottom
She’s angry
He’s
waiting for this reaction
They didn’t
decided anything together but still he chooses the ring at night, sent the
picture of it to his men and just this morning he received it and puts it right
on her finger
She comes
so fast and she closed his laptop by one gesture
-what’s
this?
She said
showing him the ring still on her finger
He thought
she will throw it on his face
Yes, she’s
just trying to get it off but couldn’t…
It’s little
smaller than her finger size…he did that on propose
it’s good, She will never be able to take it
off without his help!
Hmmm
He comes
closer and stopped her hysteric behavior to try and get his ring off
-khushi!
Don’t remove it! I want you to think while it’s on your finger!
-what does
this ring mean?
She asked
looking right at his eyes…those dark which are devouring her, she never felt
that desired before, that protected as much as in danger in his presence
-it means
that we are engaged
-but we are
not! I just refused
-you asked
for time to think!
She looked
at him with wide eyes
-no! I
didn’t ask for anything!...I…
He puts his
hand on her mouth to shut her up
-not now! We
will have to talk later, you seem so hungry!
She nodded
negatively
-but you don’t
eat anything, I refuse to talk while you’re starving
She starts
talking while his hand on her mouth, he smiled his irresistible smile and takes
off his hand
-please
don’t change the topic
-I made pancakes!
-Arnav!
It’s serious!
-I want you
to eat first, we will talk after!
-I don’t
want to eat!
-khushi! I
made those pancakes for you!
He was
serious
She,
silently, obeyed, not because he was serious asking her this but only because
she’s really hungry
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After the
breakfast, khushi chooses to have a warm long bath as Arnav wasn’t ready to talk,
he’s working and refused to drop her back to her apartment
In the warm
bath, she starts relaxing
Closing her
eyes…she imagined herself as
Mrs Raizada
How to feel
when you have a man like Arnav singh raizada as a husband?
She should
learn just how to obey because this man will only be able to command!
You eat!
You sleep! You marry me! You wear this engagement ring!!
Really?!
She starts
laughing…her life is turning to be so funny since the day she followed this
man!
Even her
body is marked by him and everything in her is reminding her him, his kisses,
his hold, his hugs, his slaps…
Ouyyy…
It’s really
paining till now…he slapped her bottom mercilessly…monster! And still, he
wanted to marry her! What a pervert!
She
couldn’t understand ASR’s mind…she knew he wants her body, he makes her
understand that he wants only that, from their first night together but when
he…asked her to marry him, that was totally strange! No! it was weird!
She can’t
be his wife, for numerous reasons, the first is that he doesn’t love her,
second, because she can’t even understand what she feels towards him, third,
because she was just a simple girl and he’s ASR, the great ASR, he’s rich and
successful, she’s nothing but a simple employee who has nothing but her honor,
self esteem and purity that she lost already in between his arms
He left her
with no other choice than…
To escape…run
away from here with all her force and never come back!
She rubbed
her finger with the fuming soap in the tub and she could easily take off the
engagement ring, right now…but she heard the door got opened
-you’re
here…I was looking for you!
The great
Arnav singh Raizada wearing nothing but his trousers is the synonym of the word
“sexy”…plus, he’s so confident that it could turn to arrogance….
-please go
out! I’m just taking a bath
She said
trying to keep herself under the soap bubbles
But like he
wasn’t hearing anything, he comes further, he takes off the only trousers he
was wearing and get on the tub…
She gets
up, she wants to leave the tub but it’s only making the situation more sensual
He could
have a clear sight of her naked wet body, so, she sits down again
-Arnav! Stop!
She was red
as a tomato but not only her cheeks from shyness but also her thighs and bottom
and wrists from the previous night and he has to be sorry for that, he
concluded
-I’m sorry!
He said
with a husky voice, pulling her to him…closer enough to that he could feel her
legs coming around his waist…he placed her like that on him…
Feeling her
soft thighs on top of his toned ones…in the tight tub, he’s satisfied about
this position
They could
hear the water drops falling from tub…his body was enough heavy to make the
water flowing from each side
Khushi
looked amazed before his powerful body and his hands holding her waist
-sorry for
what?...I can’t even count your mistakes!
He arched
his eyebrow
-so, I made
so many mistakes?
-every word
you say and everything you do are hurting me!
His amused
tone disappeared, he looked at her hazel eyes, trying to understand what she
just said
-what?
He asked
firmly…his hands left her waist, he runs his hand throw his hair nervously
-you think
I’m just a doll in between your hands and this thought really hurt me, Arnav
She added
looking straight at his eyes…so angry that the fire she saw in them make her partially
regret what she said
-I never
considered you as my toy, khushi…in bed, it would be different, I want you to
be mine, fully
-not only
in bed, you want me to be yours always
She showed
him the ring
-is there
anything wrong in it, if I want you to be mine?
-it will
not be wrong if I accept this, but I can’t accept to be your doll
-correction;
I asked you to be my wife
-to control
me the way you want!
-yes!
He said
coming so close, he wanted to kiss her, she turned her face
But if he
wasn’t able to kiss her mouth, he bitted on her cheek
She looked
at him angrily
-what are
you doing?
-punishing
you, showing you the real meaning to get hurt! I never wanted to hurt you
-but you
did
-enough! Stop
your nonsense right now! Your eyes are revealing you to me, you can’t deny
something you’re feeling deep inside your soul
-my…my eyes…what
they are revealing?
She asked
looking at him
-everything
khushi…everything
He said
with a merely softer voice
He was
angry but when she asked that question innocently, he gives up on his anger and
leaned to kiss her cleavage
-no, Arnav…no…
She said
cupping his face and making him look up at her
-tell me
why should I marry you?
She asked
him
-I don’t
have to tell you, you have to find out by yourself
She smiled
finally….he said it in a way that she couldn’t resist but to smile, this way
means something…
So, she has
to find by herself…
-look at
me!
He ordered
Their eyes
locked
-I want to
make love to you…may I?
Khushi’s
heart stopped beating
-Arnav
Singh Raizada doesn’t make love, he…he only fu**s
She mumbled
out of breath
