Tuesday, February 18, 2014

desire chapter 14



~Your Weakness is my Strength, but your Desire is my Fate.~



-p…punish me ?
-yes!
He said pushing her further against the wall, pulling her petticoat higher to the level of her waist and he comes to lift her harshly…on a way, her legs are around his waist
-you’re lying at me!! You’re lying at Arnav singh raizada! ??! and that car was about to crash you? ...I want to know why?! Why khushi?
-no one of your business and…leave me! Leave me now!
She heard him open the zip of his trousers
Shocked, she doesn’t understand what’s really happening…
But only that sound of his hand spanking her thigh and putting her panties apart, make her conscious of it
What???!!!!
That’s why he positioned her this way and that’s why he told her he would punish her…he will force himself on her!
It’s true, she thought about another kind of punishment but this…this punishment wouldn’t do with her desire for him…she’s already wet for him because he was touching her everywhere and she gets wetter by his harshness and this behavior…
-are you insane to…
One harsh thrust and he was in…inside her
Her eyes get wide and she looked at his dark gaze…he has never been that harsh on her!
-no words! Only answers to my questions! Why you were so sad, angry when Nani mentioned my marriage?
-I never felt this way! I will be happy if you get married, I will come and dance in your shadi!
She said ironically
His hand spanks her bottom hard this time…and he thrusts harder
She bits her lower lip to not scream from pleasure and pain and shows to him how much she’s affected
-what are you doing?
She asked looking down at their hot connection…her voice was just a whisper, a sensual whisper
-say the truth once and I will stop!... Are you jealous?
-of course not!
Smack on her thigh and a deep thrust…she moaned and she clings to his neck
This punishment becoming hotter and she’s not able to control the situation anymore
-you make me really angry! Stop lying! And stop resisting me like this!
He held her closer to him and bits her shoulder
-you don’t have any right over me!
she said to hurt him, to make him stop, to make him conscious of the situtation
-yes! I have all the rights!
He nibbled on her neck
-no!
She closed her eyes
-yes!
He thrusts deeper but so slowly
-no!...ahhh…
She moaned…she knew how much she’s weak…but couldn’t resist
-yes!
He takes one of her nipples inside his mouth and sucked hard
-ok yes…ok…
She admitted finally, pushing his head away
He held her harshly and looked at her…his punishment  is on!  but this time he walked with her on his arms and he throws her harshly to the bed…getting out of her warmness…he sighed…
-I damn have all the rights on you!
He barked out
She’s not conscious and can’t understand what he’s doing to her! First, punishing her and now nothing???!!!
-why?
She asked
-because…(he stopped, looked at her deeply thinking) because you should marry me!
Huhhh???!!!
This is the most awkward marriage proposal ever!!!???!!!
Is it really one?! or did he said it because the idea crossed his mind right in this moment???
She’s half naked
He’s half naked
They were…making out in a strange way seconds back and now this??!!!
And it wasn’t a proposal
She should! Should marry him!!!???!
She looked at him with lost eyes…and then she doesn’t know what but…she couldn’t control her tears anymore....she wanted to cry but no...not now...
He comes above her and pushed her to lie on bed with him on her, she resisted hitting his chest
-what do you think I’m??! why you’re doing this to me?...are you…making fun of me now??! Seconds back you said that…that you refuse the marriage idea and now…
she starts crying
She sobbed while biting his chest savagely, wanting to go away…to run away
He waits for her…he stares at her...he doesn't let her go...
-you think I’m making fun?!
-you know that I’m alone in this world, that like any girl, I dream of my marriage day…and you made jokes about this!?
-who the hell made you understand I’m joking about this?! I…Arnav singh raizada wants, seriously, firmly, legally marry you!
she looked at him, he's serious?! he's! he's serious!
-my answer is no!
-you have no choice!
he's hurt now...
She looked at him with wide eyes
-this is your punishment! You will have to marry me!
-this is not a joke!
-this is not a joke!
He confirmed
-why do you want to marry me?!
-to have all the rights on you!
-is this a good reason?
-yes!
-you don’t understand anything from marriage!
-you will teach me!
He said seriously
-it’s not that simple! You don’t even love me!
He silently looked straight at her eyes…like…to make her understand that he does love her but he won’t tell! He won’t…she knew
-but I have you already! You’re mine khushi! But it seems that this idea didn’t enter your mind yet!
-why you asked me just now? Why not from the start?
-you said that I’m nothing to you! That I don’t have any right! And I want to have all the rights!
-you’re dreaming!
She challenged him
-of course I will marry you khushi!
-no! stop repeating this!
-you have to be my wife as soon as possible!
He finished that sentence and she gives him a hard slap
Shocked, he held her shoulders hard too…she’s scared now…he’s hurting her…he’s insane from the moment he picked her from that road
-never…
She whispered
-why?
-I won’t be your wife!
-why?
-you don’t…you refused this idea from the start
-I changed my mind!
-just to control me and to control my life?
-yes! Just to have an eye on you…to control you, to have you in my bed, whenever I want wherever I want…just to make sure you’re safe…just to stop your jealousy and convince you that you have also all rights on me, and if you want you could have me whenever and wherever you want too!
She looked at him with her shocked gaze
-all what you want is my body?
-all of you!
-it’s just physical attraction!
They looked at each other for a moment…
He seems to hesitate and then cupped her face
-I can’t live without you, do you hear me?
-…(she's silent)
-do you understand?
-….
-if that’s physical attraction than yes!
-…sobs…(her tears are touching now his palms and he tried to wipe them with his thumbs)
- you were about to kill yourself! You made me lose my mind by your behavior…you didn’t resist when that car was about to crush you, right? I was about to lose you damn it and…I need to keep my eyes on you, always…but you wouldn’t accept because you said that I don’t have any right and I want to marry to have those rights! marry you legally!
Sobs
She cried her heart out while he’s staring at her, just waiting for her answer
-why you would marry someone like me? Someone who is…
His hand above her lips, he stopped her
-don’t you dare!
- but I want to marry someone for life time
She said
He glared at her
-I’m not the one for you!
She added
-I want to do something bad to you, something you will never forget!
He harshly spreads her legs and placed himself in between
She silently looked at his face…his dark gaze again made her shiver , he penetrates her like this again…and… Suddenly, she felt the pleasure coming again from deep inside her body…her heart biting so fast, feeling him inside her…she moaned
-don’t dare look away! This time it’s to make you understand that you’re the one for me!
And this is becoming dangerously hotter…because this man is thinking to marry her and this is…
even thinking about the reasons…doesn't stop her desire to have him also all to herself!
she’s the one for him?!!
He’s making love to her possessively now
Pain of heart and pleasure melt to each other gave her such desire to join him in this sinful game…
She looked at him
She starts moving, following his moves
He looked at her, not believing this reaction now
He wanted to be harsh, he wanted to show her his bad side, he wanted to hurt her to show her how much she hurt him and to show her that all what she said is wrong but here…
Her lips are parted lightly and she’s enjoying his forced assault on her…
He closed his eyes…
He doesn’t know how much he desires this woman
What he felt when he saw her in danger
What he felt when he saw her tears, when he saw her sadness
What he felt when she talks about separation
When she reminds him that she doesn’t belong to him!
It made him insane, angry and hungry for her…to feel her fully…to have her forever…to marry her! Marriage…yes…isn’t it the only way to make her his forever?
he's ASR and if marriage is the only solution for him, so, be it!
Khushi is unable to understand herself at this moment…she hates him for all this, she loves his way and harshness same time…and the idea that he was worried for her…makes her forget about all…but this marriage…
-say yes!
-it’s not a joke! We don’t propose …oh…this way…
-I’m not the romantic guy khushi!  I know one thing! I want to keep you with me…
-I’m not your doll or slave!
-no...but my wife!
-ahhh
he pentrates her deep and harsh...she couldn't control her body which is under his own control!
-yes! your moans are way better than your denial!
-Ar…Arnav…
-I like it... when you moan my name!
Together they reach the seventh sky…and all panting, they kept looking at each other for some more time and then
-marry me!
She looked at him silently
-you will answer me…so soon!
He added and gets up, he disappeared a little and comes again, she wears already her petticoat and adjusted herself
He held her hand and he makes her sit…she moaned in pain…and then blushed…looked at him angrily
-lie down!
-no! no more!
-lie down khushi!
He said softly this time
And she obeyed…
He pulled her petticoat high to the level of her waist
She wants to resist his touch but she was so weak to even speak for now
He takes a look at the skin he spanked when he was making love to her, he was harsh and he pulled her harshly on her thighs and arms…it’s so red…she has sensible skin
He tried to touch but she moaned in pain again, he doesn’t imagine to cause this
He then leaned and kissed it so softly …every red mark
-I’m not sorry! I not sorry at all to make this to you because I felt more pain seeing you lost in front of that car! And listening to your lies, I lost my mind!
She was about to get up to face him but he stopped her
-stay still
-what are you trying to do to me?
-what a husband do in this case! I’m caring for you!
He has no intention to hurt her but to punish her he wants to do more…ravish those butts and this body, eat her up  to that next time she would never try to make herself in a danger situation just because she’s feeling upset…to that next time, she will never think to deny him
 He just starts to pause an ointment, caressing her skin delicately but she’s hiding her pain moaning and the fact that she’s ready to be under him again
She begged him to stop and told that this really embracing her
-I just saw every part of you! I know your body very well! And I would be your husband!
She’s silent now, staring at him as he cured her...finally a moment of pure calm...they forget about all for a short moment
-I love your skin…it’s so soft and smooth…and this…is all mine!
-that’s why you tried to make it pain and all red
-It will be this way if you make me angry again!
He said adjusting her clothes delicately
Their eyes meet
It doesn’t pain anymore like by magic
She looked at him with her beautiful hazel eyes
-are you ok?
He asked and she could recognize the kind Arnav again
She nodded positively
-don’t do this to me anymore!
He said warning
-do what?
He held her hand and brings to his mouth, kissing her palm
-, I want you to be honest with me! And tell me if you really want to accept my marriage from another woman!
she looked the other side, bitting her lower lip, controlling her nerve...
just by the mention of it
-than you should marry me!
she looked at him
-our relation will not last!..I'm not supposed to marry you!

-do you want me to punish you again! This time, I will be more severe! I will make sure, you will not be able to even lie on bed!