Desire : New chapter

Note: I know that you all not intersted in this FF but still... :/

Arnav was angry…

He doesn’t imagine finding khushi here in RM…it takes him by surprise, she doesn’t inform him…

He knew very well that khushi is Anjeli’s friend but still, he doesn’t appreciate when they are all united and laughing like this…

For him, they are obviously talking about some guy…fangirling about a handsome actor and this make him mad…

He could hear them giggling and whispering “but look at him…he’s…”

And once, they saw him coming inside the living room, they stop their whispers and look at him innocently

-bahai? You come?...hi!

-hi!

-Namaste!...Arnavji!

She sounds like she doesn’t even know him…she’s not even looking at him…

He wants to push her closer and to kiss her…but he knows that he can’t! before his sister…he just gestured by his head

-what are you doing?

He asked anjeli…

-bahai! We are watching a salman khan movie and also…you have to leave this room please!!

-leave this room?...why?

-bahai! We are talking…some really girly talks that you didn’t need to know!

-really?

That’s the first time, Arnav doesn’t leave…he’s used to not even stand there for more than one second but today, he wasn’t ready to disappear…

Nani comes with tea and snacks for the girls and when she saw Arnav, she smiled

Arnav comes to her…he kissed her forehead and khushi went to nani too and took the plate from her hands…

-Naniji…why to bring this by yourself?...if you just called us

-it’s ok my dear…it makes me happy when I take care of each one here by myself!

Khushi smiled

-thank you Naniji…for everything!

Nani smiled back…

-no thank you because you decided to stay here for the night! I don’t want you to ever leave…it’s not good for you to live alone khushiji…it’s better if you come and stay here!

Nani said out of care for khushi and then she takes place next to Anjeli on the sofa…

Stay here for the night?!!! …Arnav’s mind stop working for awhile!

-Naniji…I’m really comfortable in my own apartment…the neighborhood is calm and secure…you don’t have to worry about me!

Khushi smiled but she was troubled

Nani is so innocent…if she just knew…

-khushi! come on! Let’s go to my room! I have so much to show u!

-but let’s take the tea together!

Nani said stopping them…

Anjeli and khushi nod and sit back next to Nani…Arnav sits there too with them…

They start having their tea and Arnav his coffee…

And finally, he looked her side, his eyes ate her…he doesn’t leave her…khushi blushed she wasn’t able to breath, she wasn’t able to look at him but she could feel his gaze on her….

Please…please…take away your eyes…khushi thought

-Arnav beta?

Arnav looked at his nani

-don’t say anything against it…but today, I called Mrs. Hana…and I told her that we are going to visit them soon!

-what?...who is Mrs. Hana?

-you know…Mila’s mother!

Arnav arched his eyebrow

-Nani! Not again! please!

-please you Arnav!...I want you to get married soon! if you’re not able to choose a wife! Well, I’m here for this! I find Mila such a beautiful woman…she’s great...and you meet her before, try to remember!

-I don’t remember Nani! I don’t even want to remember!

Khushi’s heart was beating so fast, hearing this conversation; she hoped that she has a magic power to disappear…

Arnav will get married soon with such a beautiful, perfect woman…

Mila…she knew her…she’s perfect!

Nani chooses the best for her little son!

Oh god…how much she needs to run away

She gets up

-Naniji…

-hmm? Yes?

-I need to go now…I mean I forget that I have an urgent work for tomorrow morning!

-tomorrow is Sunday!

Anjeli answered

-even if it’s Sunday, I have to be in office by 7…I have to go! I remember I have work to do…Naniji…please forgive me…Anjeli…I will come back…maybe tomorrow, ok?

Anjeli nodded with a sad puppy face

Khusi greets them and almost runs away…

She walked away as fast as she could…she doesn’t know what happened to her…but she couldn’t bear the talks…about his marriage…

About his soon to be wife or whatever!

How Nani could think about all the girls and not her!

She’s not a girl who could fit a family like Raizada family! She couldn’t be Arnav’s wife!

She never thought about this and never will think about this but if he gets married…

Oh god!

A strange pain gained her heart and she stopped walking, leaned on a wall to take a pause

She realized that she’s all sweating and breathing heavily

She wasn’t walking, she was running…

It’s so difficult to definite her emotion right now: she’s lost, she’s missing him, she’s hating him, she won’t see him again, never go back to RM…forget RM… forget ASR

What happened?

Is this jealousy?

No!

If this is jealousy it means that she has more than desire for Arnav

It means she’s in…

In love????

Never!

It couldn’t be! It’s impossible

There is no future for this love!

So, it’s better to deny it, to stop thinking this way like a poor girl!

Arnav has never been her and he will never belongs to a girl like her!

He will never reciprocate this, for him, she’s nothing but a woman with whom he could satisfy himself!

-KHUSHIIII…stop! What happened khushi?

She couldn’t see him clearly, she realized she’s crying…tears come down like that…and she doesn’t even realize

-no! nothing!

She tried to smile

-you’re crying?

-oh…no…something stuck in my eyes…why you’re here?

-you get out like that!

-oh!...I have work!

-I called you…yesterday!

-I…

She was embraced because of the night he slept with her and eased her pain

-never mind! Let me drop you to your home!

-no!...I better…take a taxi! Or walk…I need some fresh air!

-khushi! what happened?

-nothing! I promise!

-khushi…but I’m sure there is something! Your face is pale, you decide to spend the night with us and then, you said you have work to do…it’s the weekend, I’m sure there is no work, you’re just…are you jealous?

-jealous?...me?...no! no!...this is…

-I will not marry anyone khushi! I’m not ready for this yet!

-I don’t care…I know already all that! I have just to go!

-let me drop you!

-please! No! I’m tired! I need to be alone!

She just turned around and starts walking away, leaving Arnav singh Raizada behind…deciding inside that she will never meet him after this evening…

She couldn’t!

It was over…she can’t continue like this…she’s not like other girls who could accept this situation forever…

She was thinking…tears stopped her from seeing while she’s walking in the road and she doesn’t know what happened after…

She doesn’t hear the car which is coming her way…ready to crush her…

And…

Alone and all sad…she doesn’t even think to save herself and react by just stepping back quickly…

She lets it be!

She closed her eyes…

After all, there is no way possible to be safe…the car was running fast, she’s in the middle of the road…

She waited the crush calmly and then…

Something really hard pulled her away…within a second…like by magic…

A miracle!

The miracle’s name was: ASR…

Breathing heavily, she clutched the collar of his shirt hard…

She smelled his scent with all her force

It was insane!

It wasn’t love!

There is more…something so intense ravaging her, her soul, heart and body…

And suddenly, nothing around, outside this hold has any importance

It was only her and him…in the middle of this road…

-are you crazy, damn it!

He’s screaming angrily but pulling her to him with all his senses…

-do you want to die?

His screams could barely be heard by her

-you’re just insane! If I’m not there, you would be dead right now! F*ck! F***! That damn car!

His arms were almost breaking her

-it’s all nonsense! Damn it! you’re crazy!...khushi!

He kept repeating the same words out of nervousness and then he just lifted her…

In front of so many people she guessed but she was hiding her face on his chest

She knew now that she’s inside his car

He ordered his driver to drive instead of him…and he sits with her on his lap in the back side of the car…

He doesn’t mind the presence of the driver…he kept holding her silently now…

-am insane…

She murmured

-sh!

He puts his finger before her lips

-will talk after!

He was hell angry…his eyes were fire

she starts to be scared now…

now that her mind comes back to work as normal…

and they were on a way different from her home destiny…

*******

When they arrived to that farm house, it was already night time…

Arnav lifted her right to a dark bed room…

-is that one of your so many territories?

-still I didn’t give you the right to speak!

Arnav said harshly, throwing her to the bed

She looked at him shocked…her eyes got wide…

-w…what?

-you shut up and I’m serious!

He wasn’t joking, she could feel it…she wasn’t able to speak any other word…

She just looked at the way, he takes off his shirt…

-you know why I bring you here? In a desert place?...no! (he gestured her to shut up when she’s about to speak) it’s to ask you one question and I want a honest answer! If I don’t have my answer! I will punish you!

She listened to all and then she starts giggling

He waited for her to finish

-why you left like this? Why You were in that state? Was it just because Nani mentioned the marriage?

Her smile vanished

-you answer yes or no!

She bitted her lip

-no! of course not! What do you think you are?!

-are you sure?

-yes!

-so according to u, I’m nothing at all?

-you just go and marry anyone you want!

He comes further to her and she doesn’t move back…