Note: I know that you all not intersted in this FF but still... :/
Arnav was
angry…
He doesn’t
imagine finding khushi here in RM…it takes him by surprise, she doesn’t inform
him…
He knew
very well that khushi is Anjeli’s friend but still, he doesn’t appreciate when
they are all united and laughing like this…
For him,
they are obviously talking about some guy…fangirling about a handsome actor and
this make him mad…
He could
hear them giggling and whispering “but look at him…he’s…”
And once, they
saw him coming inside the living room, they stop their whispers and look at him
innocently
-bahai? You
come?...hi!
-hi!
-Namaste!...Arnavji!
She sounds
like she doesn’t even know him…she’s not even looking at him…
He wants to
push her closer and to kiss her…but he knows that he can’t! before his sister…he
just gestured by his head
-what are
you doing?
He asked
anjeli…
-bahai! We
are watching a salman khan movie and also…you have to leave this room please!!
-leave this
room?...why?
-bahai! We
are talking…some really girly talks that you didn’t need to know!
-really?
That’s the
first time, Arnav doesn’t leave…he’s used to not even stand there for more than
one second but today, he wasn’t ready to disappear…
Nani comes
with tea and snacks for the girls and when she saw Arnav, she smiled
Arnav comes
to her…he kissed her forehead and khushi went to nani too and took the plate
from her hands…
-Naniji…why
to bring this by yourself?...if you just called us
-it’s ok my
dear…it makes me happy when I take care of each one here by myself!
Khushi
smiled
-thank you
Naniji…for everything!
Nani smiled
back…
-no thank
you because you decided to stay here for the night! I don’t want you to ever
leave…it’s not good for you to live alone khushiji…it’s better if you come and
stay here!
Nani said
out of care for khushi and then she takes place next to Anjeli on the sofa…
Stay here
for the night?!!! …Arnav’s mind stop working for awhile!
-Naniji…I’m
really comfortable in my own apartment…the neighborhood is calm and secure…you
don’t have to worry about me!
Khushi
smiled but she was troubled
Nani is so
innocent…if she just knew…
-khushi!
come on! Let’s go to my room! I have so much to show u!
-but let’s
take the tea together!
Nani said
stopping them…
Anjeli and
khushi nod and sit back next to Nani…Arnav sits there too with them…
They start
having their tea and Arnav his coffee…
And
finally, he looked her side, his eyes ate her…he doesn’t leave her…khushi
blushed she wasn’t able to breath, she wasn’t able to look at him but she could
feel his gaze on her….
Please…please…take
away your eyes…khushi thought
-Arnav
beta?
Arnav
looked at his nani
-don’t say
anything against it…but today, I called Mrs. Hana…and I told her that we are
going to visit them soon!
-what?...who
is Mrs. Hana?
-you
know…Mila’s mother!
Arnav
arched his eyebrow
-Nani! Not
again! please!
-please you
Arnav!...I want you to get married soon! if you’re not able to choose a wife!
Well, I’m here for this! I find Mila such a beautiful woman…she’s great...and
you meet her before, try to remember!
-I don’t
remember Nani! I don’t even want to remember!
Khushi’s
heart was beating so fast, hearing this conversation; she hoped that she has a
magic power to disappear…
Arnav will
get married soon with such a beautiful, perfect woman…
Mila…she
knew her…she’s perfect!
Nani
chooses the best for her little son!
Oh god…how
much she needs to run away
She gets up
-Naniji…
-hmm? Yes?
-I need to
go now…I mean I forget that I have an urgent work for tomorrow morning!
-tomorrow
is Sunday!
Anjeli
answered
-even if
it’s Sunday, I have to be in office by 7…I have to go! I remember I have work
to do…Naniji…please forgive me…Anjeli…I will come back…maybe tomorrow, ok?
Anjeli
nodded with a sad puppy face
Khusi
greets them and almost runs away…
She walked
away as fast as she could…she doesn’t know what happened to her…but she
couldn’t bear the talks…about his marriage…
About his
soon to be wife or whatever!
How Nani
could think about all the girls and not her!
She’s not a
girl who could fit a family like Raizada family! She couldn’t be Arnav’s wife!
She never
thought about this and never will think about this but if he gets married…
Oh god!
A strange
pain gained her heart and she stopped walking, leaned on a wall to take a pause
She
realized that she’s all sweating and breathing heavily
She wasn’t
walking, she was running…
It’s so
difficult to definite her emotion right now: she’s lost, she’s missing him,
she’s hating him, she won’t see him again, never go back to RM…forget RM…
forget ASR
What
happened?
Is this
jealousy?
No!
If this is
jealousy it means that she has more than desire for Arnav
It means
she’s in…
In love????
Never!
It couldn’t
be! It’s impossible
There is no
future for this love!
So, it’s
better to deny it, to stop thinking this way like a poor girl!
Arnav has
never been her and he will never belongs to a girl like her!
He will
never reciprocate this, for him, she’s nothing but a woman with whom he could
satisfy himself!
-KHUSHIIII…stop!
What happened khushi?
She
couldn’t see him clearly, she realized she’s crying…tears come down like
that…and she doesn’t even realize
-no!
nothing!
She tried
to smile
-you’re
crying?
-oh…no…something
stuck in my eyes…why you’re here?
-you get
out like that!
-oh!...I
have work!
-I called
you…yesterday!
-I…
She was
embraced because of the night he slept with her and eased her pain
-never
mind! Let me drop you to your home!
-no!...I
better…take a taxi! Or walk…I need some fresh air!
-khushi!
what happened?
-nothing! I
promise!
-khushi…but
I’m sure there is something! Your face is pale, you decide to spend the night
with us and then, you said you have work to do…it’s the weekend, I’m sure there
is no work, you’re just…are you jealous?
-jealous?...me?...no!
no!...this is…
-I will not
marry anyone khushi! I’m not ready for this yet!
-I don’t
care…I know already all that! I have just to go!
-let me
drop you!
-please!
No! I’m tired! I need to be alone!
She just
turned around and starts walking away, leaving Arnav singh Raizada
behind…deciding inside that she will never meet him after this evening…
She
couldn’t!
It was
over…she can’t continue like this…she’s not like other girls who could accept
this situation forever…
She was
thinking…tears stopped her from seeing while she’s walking in the road and she
doesn’t know what happened after…
She doesn’t
hear the car which is coming her way…ready to crush her…
And…
Alone and
all sad…she doesn’t even think to save herself and react by just stepping back
quickly…
She lets it
be!
She closed
her eyes…
After all,
there is no way possible to be safe…the car was running fast, she’s in the middle
of the road…
She waited
the crush calmly and then…
Something
really hard pulled her away…within a second…like by magic…
A miracle!
The
miracle’s name was: ASR…
Breathing
heavily, she clutched the collar of his shirt hard…
She smelled
his scent with all her force
It was
insane!
It wasn’t
love!
There is
more…something so intense ravaging her, her soul, heart and body…
And
suddenly, nothing around, outside this hold has any importance
It was only
her and him…in the middle of this road…
-are you
crazy, damn it!
He’s
screaming angrily but pulling her to him with all his senses…
-do you
want to die?
His screams
could barely be heard by her
-you’re
just insane! If I’m not there, you would be dead right now! F*ck! F***! That
damn car!
His arms
were almost breaking her
-it’s all
nonsense! Damn it! you’re crazy!...khushi!
He kept
repeating the same words out of nervousness and then he just lifted her…
In front of
so many people she guessed but she was hiding her face on his chest
She knew
now that she’s inside his car
He ordered
his driver to drive instead of him…and he sits with her on his lap in the back
side of the car…
He doesn’t
mind the presence of the driver…he kept holding her silently now…
-am insane…
She
murmured
-sh!
He puts his
finger before her lips
-will talk
after!
He was hell
angry…his eyes were fire
she starts
to be scared now…
now that
her mind comes back to work as normal…
and they
were on a way different from her home destiny…
*******
When they
arrived to that farm house, it was already night time…
Arnav
lifted her right to a dark bed room…
-is that
one of your so many territories?
-still I
didn’t give you the right to speak!
Arnav said
harshly, throwing her to the bed
She looked
at him shocked…her eyes got wide…
-w…what?
-you shut
up and I’m serious!
He wasn’t
joking, she could feel it…she wasn’t able to speak any other word…
She just
looked at the way, he takes off his shirt…
-you know
why I bring you here? In a desert place?...no! (he gestured her to shut up when
she’s about to speak) it’s to ask you one question and I want a honest answer!
If I don’t have my answer! I will punish you!
She
listened to all and then she starts giggling
He waited
for her to finish
-why you
left like this? Why You were in that state? Was it just because Nani mentioned
the marriage?
Her smile
vanished
-you answer
yes or no!
She bitted
her lip
-no! of
course not! What do you think you are?!
-are you
sure?
-yes!
-so
according to u, I’m nothing at all?
-you just
go and marry anyone you want!
He comes
further to her and she doesn’t move back…
